I choose to live the life I want, even if what I seek in harmony leads me to pay a terrible price. I'm happy. I don't think for any part of my life I can recall myself saying that. I hope your happy for me, if you can feel. I've found peace. I know some people really believe in heaven and god, but I really believe in unity, happiness, people, love and life. I can't believe in a religion that allows people to be judged because of what they believe and how they live. I believe everything goes on, and life doesn't stop for anyone. My only wish is that I die real.